A Prayer: "What else is there?"

Conversations with God 
7What else is there?* 
William S. Stoertz 
August 30, 1996 
Moscow, Russia, C.I.S. 
 
(10:55 pm) 
WS -- Okay, Father. I"m so excited. I can ask You so many 
things. I know there"s something else. What else is there? 
HF -- See this blank paper? Whatever you draw on it or write 
on it. That"s what else there is: Love, and Individual Images. 
WS -- What if I say nothing else. Are You satisfied? 
HF -- No, I am disappointed. And, whatever you say, I am also 
disappointed. Because you never really get it. For example, 
what is love, and parental heart, and determination? Have you 
seen a person like Father? You can go through history and 
make it. That"s your prerogative. 
WS -- Now, why can"t God speak through me? 
HF -- He does. Let Him. 
WS -- Suppose someone says it"s not God? 
HF -- That"s what"s always happening. Okay. Let"s say it"s not 
God. Then it"s nothing, and there"s nothing. Like if Rev. Moon 
is not the Messiah, then there is no Messiah, and there never 
will be a Messiah. Will you settle for that? 
WS -- Absolutely not. 
HF -- That"s right. You"re with me. Now, I understand you. 
WS -- So what"s the problem? 
HF -- You see Mariya-chan? That"s how much I love you. 
How could I let you know more clearly than that. That"s love. 
Love is what I really want to see. Paper is paper. Love is the 
substance. You can love anyone, everyone. But so many people 
you don"t love, or can"t love. That"s what it"s really all about. 
Here you are. It"s not really so much a question of going 
somewhere. That"s secondary. It"s love. 
WS -- Then, wrong love, and Principle? 
HF -- That"s what breaks My Heart. Love is it, but then if they 
love each other but deny Me.... That"s what"s always 
happening. 
WS -- So You made the whole universe to see love. 
HF -- Everything. And wait for the possibility of love. 
Meanwhile loving them, you, all the time. 
WS -- What kind of prayer would You like to see? 
HF -- This is prayer. 
WS -- Okay, so, after all, and I have explored many sides, what 
else is there? What have I missed? 
HF -- You know how I felt after I had created the cell, the 
living thing? In one sense, I could have felt, what else is there. 
That was the fourth day. It is in one sense complete. Each one is 
like a little person -- I can even relate to it. So, obviously, there 
is something higher. A person. And then what? A family. And 
then what? A whole society, a nation. The whole mankind. You 
haven"t seen that, mankind which is united as one organism. 
You"ll see it when you are spreading out among the stars. Then 
you can share your heart instantly, as one body, yet still it takes 
a long time for messages to get around. Like the nerves in the 
body. Everything is analogical. So, you see, you have a long 
way to go. I want to see the whole of humanity as one loving 
body. You can"t imagine what is possible at that level. That is 
the 7higher intelligence* they are wondering about. Is it in vain? 
Is it not worth it? Stop worrying about the mechanics of it, and 
really try to do it. 
WS -- How can I do that? 
HF -- You are stuck on a certain fixed concept of witnessing. 
No wonder people don"t feel life when you stop them and talk 
to them on the street. 
WS -- What kind of witnessing would You like to see? 
HF -- Sharing your heart with life and enthusiasm. Why does it 
have to be in one set circumstances or context? That"s what you 
need to do. I don"t worry if you say the right thing to them or 
not. That time will come. 
WS -- What"s blocking us? 
HF -- Okay, let"s face it, when you go out there, on the average 
people out there don"t give you a chance. And they"ve got a lot 
on their mind themselves. You are at a disadvantage. You are 
starting from the most difficult circumstance, as a complete 
stranger. 
WS -- Do You want that we should always be starting from the 
bottom? 
HF -- Of course get up out of that level. Of course you do have 
to start out at the bottom. Also you make the foundation, also 
you learn God"s Heart. 
WS -- Basically we keep doing the same thing year after year. 
HF -- That"s not My intention. That was not My intention when 
we started this Providence in the Soviet Union. This was not to 
be that all over again. 
WS -- Okay, so what have we done? 
HF -- What have you not done? You didn"t go to the Orthodox 
Church really sincerely. Okay, they"re blocked. Okay, the 
Christian churches didn"t help you any. So what do we say? 
We can"t do this Providence? Look at today! [referring to the 
success of the Continental Summit Council for World Peace] 
There"s a way. 
WS -- I"m the same as you. I care too. Why can"t I have the 
prestige to move things, even among the brothers and sisters 
inside the Church? What"s with that? 
HF -- First of all, do you resent it? You don"t need to. You 
have to deal with that. That"s not like my heart. Anyway, you 
are a part of things -- you needn"t be ashamed of that. You see 
how you feel joy and welcome Karl-Heinz back? Who cares 
about prestige? Those who have that gift are certainly doing 
those things. Now, who does the things you are doing? But 
why should you feel begrudged? You have a lot! 
WS -- What"s the timetable of love? 
HF -- Love is like a wave, and like a seashell, where all the 
concave and convexes, all the ups and downs, all the light and 
shadow, is part of it. Be in it. Experience it. Now some things I 
don"t want to see, and you know what I mean. 
WS -- Although this is in straight lines, and this is on a 
computer, we are really communicating. 
HF -- Don"t you know, I have to. I want to. 
     The Unified Field Theory fits in with everything else. It"s 
the principle of the mystery which makes art, and gives life, and 
the existence of the universe. You managed to explain it, and 
yet keep the life, the mystery, the wonder. That I have to 
congratulate. Basically it"s all there, and you can go around in 
different circles, and into more detail, from there. And believe 
Me, they will. 
WS -- How would You like people to talk to You, when they 
know this? 
HF -- No, I don"t expect that to change. That sincerity. That 
individuality. That flavor. The earnesty of their prayer. Their 
sense of wonder. When each people come to me, and then also, 
the way you come to Me.... As you can see, I have accepted 
you....